...for not being here as much as i would want to be. my life has been pretty busy. i will be giving you a more elaborated update in a near future. is 3:30 Am and i really crave for some sleep. so, good night, and hope to talk to you all, soon.

school, school should be the most important thing in my life. I have to be selfish soemtimes to be well. I have to move on. I have to make a move on my self. I have to focus on everythign i ever dreamed of.

I will be patient. it's the only thign that i am good at.

...but most likely i am single. no calls, everytime i try to talk to her is an akward moment, and i haven't really said much. i am not going to bother her by calling and/or IM-ing her.

now, this passage of my young life has taught me so many things. I broke many vices, and alot of ill friendships because of it. I clensed my spirit with a lot more than meditation. I was finally feelign free.

i think that life has its moments. we have to make the best of them when we encounter them. nothing lasts forever. I will be pleased to inform everyone that my main focus will be school from now on.

thank you all for reading, i love your support.

I think that I am going to be single. Even though this deeply saddens me, i will focus to do my best in life. I mean, i love her and there's no one that has the same qualities that she does. I know that alot of people say "oh another cliche lovelost entry" so i am not going to say alot.

Things have been very negative, sense i recreated my DA account. things have been going slow and often depressing. I love her, i will let her go, let her be happy.

i haven't updated in a while now. I KNOw THAT MY Christmas wishes are really not that easy to conceive. so, here's an easy one. I wish to Have a new poster on my wall. It really matters not what is it, just something you would like.

Everything is going smooth now. I have nothing more to say. My job is hectic. I am working for my uncle and i am really hoping to find a new job. I careless about the profession. I just want somethign that would fill my life.

I don't know what i am going to do with my life. I want to stay in school and prhaps die in school. I love to learn. I love to study. I just really don't know what i am doing. i don't have many talents. I've always wanted to be a teacher. For now, that's what i have in mind.

I've been writing alot. None of what i've written is here because i am afraid of judgement. in my opinion, i really don't like alot of what i write. I've come to notice that alot of people do. I often end up burning stuff.

W0E needs a little encouragement.